Friday, July 21, 2017

Carry On - Just When I Needed It

You know I have been at play practice for five hours a day. You know that my feet are swollen for the past few weeks. You know that my lungs are damaged. You know that I have many things that are on my list of things I need to get done.

Today, I was struggling to breath. I don't know if it is the bug spray I have had sprayed recently or perhaps the humidity we have had for the past few days or just that my lungs are getting worse but I had a hard morning.

I was eating lunch and had my feet up trying to get the swelling to go down. I was so tired and I have also been dealing with some vertigo and light headedness and nearly fainted a few times last Sunday. I am really struggling with my health and was feeling overwhelmed and frustrated with several others things I haven't felt I wanted to share publicly on my blog but there are several other major things going on in my life.

I was praying over my lunch and expressing to God how scared I am with my lungs not working and my situation with not being able cure the parasites and some of the other major things going on in my world. I turned on Netflix and instead of the show I was watching, I for some reason, chose to watch "Supernatural". I had started watching the new season but didn't find it entertaining so I had stopped after one or two episodes. I don't know why I clicked on it rather than other shows I was watching but I clicked on it. Right at the beginning, the song "Carry On My Wayward Son" played with scenes from other episodes. I was extremely lost on the plot and wondered what was going on. Halfway through the song I realized what the song was and smiled. If you remember, I had a grandmother that wrote a song "Carry On" and we happened to sing it on Sunday at church. Then that song came on today with these words: Carry on, my wayward son There'll be peace when you are done Lay your weary head to rest Don't you cry no more 

I was already sitting and had my feet up so I didn't want to resettle to change the show so I kept watching. Imagine my smile when hallway through the show, there is a rainbow painted on the wall. I felt like my prayer was being answered by not only God but by my mother as well. Here is a link to my history with "Carry On" and here is the first post about my mother and rainbows. I have many posts about each so you can search for more by typing in the search box at the bottom of the page to read more about each. I also worked on my bills today and there was a 1111 on one of my receipts. Here is a link to the first post on that as well.

I was super grateful for that reassurance that at some point I will be able to "have peace and rest my weary head" at some point.


1 comment:

  1. God bless you... I have remembered you in my prayers but brain fog prevents me from writing. Try spearmint if you haven't. I believe lots of spirulina and other forms of vitamin a prevent some damage... I'm hoping. I encourage you to keep dumping down the frankincense for inflammation etc. I have to use the now brand because of finances. I will tell you that when I was sleeping in my car and it was raining that night I was wearing a black sweatshirt zip up. I had frankincense and eucalyptus dumped heavily on a cloth with my head wrapped in it and breathing the oils. The next morning there was horsehair on my sweatshirt. This is what I took to the university and they showed me under the microscope it was a filarial parasite wrapped around a strand of hair. I've never had the nerve to do that again but not hard to find. Just no one knowledgeable to take it to. I have extreme difficulty now researching and making calls etc. I believe dark colors may be significant.. resembling water. I think Ozone salve has drawn eggs out but expensive to keep up. I have not been able to find the list of things you've tried and would love to know about soaking with peroxide. Two times I have found massive amounts of eggs inside shiny black stretch exercise capris when removing them. Haven't been able to make myself do it again.. anxiety. I'm trying to get someone to help me to find a university in the southeast to take specimins to. Young living computer says I should take spearmint and repelaway but I'm infected with an insect also. It seems good to breathe the oils. God bless you I know I'm rambling but brain fog hardly lifts lately so felt I should get this information to you. Cod liver oil is excellent but my liver not liking it as much I think.